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open book

by nonnsha

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    The album is meant to flow as a story. The front cover features me and my guitar stepping into an open book, required to make a choice in order to move on. Once opened, I encounter a green landscape with houses I am unfamiliar with. The actual CD showcases fish, which I relate to releasing things, such as things I couldn't say. The CD booklet was meant to read like a poetry book. For each song I illustrated/painted something that related to the song somehow. There are no mentions in the CD booklet that it is for a CD to add to the book feel. The back of the CD case features blue circles to represent honesty.

    Each case has been hand stamped, painted, and drawn on by myself. I scanned my drawings for houses and cut them out and colored them all with colored pencil. I used quite a bit of glue sticks too. Every button/pin is hand painted/inked and features a wolf. I thought it could be something that helps make you feel like you can take on anything when you have self doubt.

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1.
be my only wave to ride on i will wear my brand new nylons we don’t have to turn the lights on smiling free in a sea of coupons loosen up, steady unwinding we can make it through the timing and though it’s hard to match the lining our parts are set, forever chiming the truth has always damaged best but i never thought of you less i’m down but i’ve been trying it’s hard to speak when you are crying the business i’ve been minding is in stores where you can buy it are you sold? crushing fruit in the ground trading stories, word of mouth no one’s stopping this messing around soon you’re part of my everyday we’re cutting knots we’re making a way we are lifting the weight
2.
signing in 03:51
signing in to that meeting where we pretend we’re not bleeding but it’s so hard when you’re right there it’s so hard when you’re righ there precious heart in the center of this war i meant to protect you the price to afford what isn’t for sale i know that you’re more than a price tag distance, i hope you’re sleeping well presence, i wish, i hope, i still get the house ready for you even though i never know the time, the place, or how you’ve grown i can’t forget i could never forget.
3.
birthday 03:03
i confessed all my worries over a cake iced “happy birthday” you are alive and it’s cool, yeah it’s cool but where are you? you don’t have to keep me company i’ll be fine here you are happy.
4.
you are so soft a blade couldn’t change you you are so soft a blade wouldn’t touch you you hit the ground with barely a sound there is no crowd but a pressure to be loud and you’re right where it ends it begins where it ends, it begins.
5.
see-saw 03:05
cleared my plate is it safe, is it dangerous to fly in your arms? open wide, open up open minded folk dressed and ready to go for a ride see you soon my afternoon my midnight snack sunrise lucky penny, heads up perfect timing and the jokes are spot on rotate my body like an office chair throw me down the stairs write a check before you leave.
6.
oceans 02:58
somewhere along the line we were an ocean our words could never sail away somewhere between the lines we were just rivers slow and steady and ready to divide the lie is easy to expand on it’s fine, you don’t have to say why i’ll try to make it up when you’re not busy ain’t that the truth you had no time for me at all we hid our flaws we never said why i hid my flaws i never knew why we wore that red, red flag we held it high and packed our history in a bag where there were plenty things to see guessing who and what we’d be a quiet ending cast us far past the sea somewhere along the line we were an ocean our words could never sail away somewhere between the line we were just rivers slow and steady and ready to divide the truth isn’t easy to expand on when you can’t say why you don’t have to say that you were busy ain’t that a lie, we tried so hard to make it small.
7.
you don’t have to tell me how to breathe, or how to sleep, or how to eat when there’s no way to save the ring you don’t have to hold me when it’s cold cause i know that you know we had more time before it sold wrestling the family the worse is close to happening it’s cool, i’ll find something else i can do i am learning my rights you can’t always count on your sight
8.
backup plan 03:10
i’ve been rinsing out those dirty dishes i’ve been making meals made for two packing leftovers you’ve been slowly picking and you’re coming back like you always do i’m a backup plan for your bad friends yet you’re so alike, coulda passed a reflection for you back up from me what am i some kind of sunflower seed? you pick me up to put me down what a clever strategy but you’re all found out found you in a museum sculpture, something ‘bout the eyes losing warmth in all your blankets you’re colder than crushed ice but something in me wants you to stay around i keep thinking that one day you’ll turn around.
9.
by the ocean in my dreams i’m feeling more complete i’m feeling more upbeat you don’t have to work for two i’m finding my way through i’ll get it right soon steep, heavy slope, mile stretch you’ve only met me at my best going slow step by step we never speak about our wreck careful with the words we choose i’m hiding all of my bad news don’t leave so soon glass gets replaced time’s never new but it’ll take your place it’d be nice to get to know you before i say i love you is that too much to ask for? no i’m getting tired but i’d stay awake if you only told me that it’s never fake
10.
i like the way we get along we bear the fruit we dance past dawn are we running on high? are we running on high? i can feel the shade blocking out the light are we close to the sunset, are we far from your regrets? is it time to just end it so that we could start to mend it? learning the ropes to a brand new process honest approach to admit all our losses you are the breeze on a warm summer night no one can change if i think that is right.
11.
dear there’s no way i could tell them i’m sorry when i know that they are the reason you worry somehow i am holding the grudge that you buried and i’m shoving it right through their guts in a hurry i’m folding my clothes and i’m folding my feelings my thoughts are a rush when it all comes to dealing with things that could crush me and you are we healing? and if not there’s a way i will find it i know that we just have to get up and get dressed have to get up and address that we were never any less i will learn to groove i will take care as i should i will open up i will always be in love the universe was taking a break from a walk in the park, took a seat on an empty swing shifted the weight of the stars and planets involved and he felt a little more free spoke his mind at the top of the playground said “i am only me” we don’t have to prove anything at all we could just continue to live
12.
it's so easy walking in my shoes 'cause i'm careful with the words i choose but i'm riding out an emotional bruise and i'm seeping in the breaking news and your eyes so big say "i love you" as i pick the splinters out by twos am i just some kind of emotional bruise? am i just some kind of emotional bruise?

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all of these were written about things i couldn't say out loud.

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released August 9, 2014

all music and art was made by shannon simbulan except for the guitar solo in "see-saw" by connor pennington.

also, shirts are available here!: society6.com/shannonsimbulan/open-book-c73_t-shirt#11=49&4=12

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